2026年2月13日金曜日

calming down

 Hellow!

So I will slow down my press-on idea.

Work right now is so exhausting...there is so much to learn and practice it takes all my energy.

I need to try to calm down and use off-days actually off.

I cannot shut down my system right now.

this is not just a meme...this is visual representation of my mind.

work, custom nails, arts, trading, family, reading, movies, cooking, friends, fashion, beauty.

in repetition every single day...in that order. And much more.

maybe in a couple weeks I can slowly start making a design again...or just randomly if I want to.

I will not not do anything btw...it's just not a priority right now.

So yes I used the last 2 days relaxing before having to work tomorrow again.


Look at that cutie <3

I tried applying new lashes at the beginning of the week and I HATED THEM.
They were so incredibly hard and uncomfortable..WOW


ugly pic...but couldn't make a better picture.
So the style is...OK I guess...but like I said.
It hurt so much I couldn't properly fall asleep...the day after it was also so uncomfortable to wear.
I took them off as soon I was back home.

I reapplied the lashes I had before but added another lash to make it longer, since the last piece wouldn't be on the right spot.


They look and feel so much better!!!
The old set lasted me a full week <3
I bet if I would have these weird goggles for the night and wouldn't rub my face into the pillow it could last longer xD
but honestly I don't mind...it's not that serious.
I also love how much time I save in the mornings now.
It takes me like 15-30minutes to get ready IN TOTAL.
Before that it was 30 minutes just for makeup...which is technically fast for all the steps I used to do for my reiwa gyaru looks but for everyday it is such a relief to do less xD

my "couch"/bed already arrived!!!
the mattress got cancelled, so I had to order a new one but it seems like this one gets shipped pretty quickly as well..so I also ordered the bed stuff on top or else everything arrives and I cannot use it.
Actually I did not expect all this stuff to arrive so quickly...I haven't been able to sell my old couch yet.
I probably have to put the couch somewhere on the side until it gets sold.

There's more I wanted to post about but yea..I was really tired.

maybe the next few days.

When reading Mels blog I realised I haven't read a single book this year yet.
Gotta change that.

I ordered Starlink too.
I hate the internet connection here so damn much.
What was it? 30 day trial and if I am not happy I can send it back?
It's worth a shot because nothing else worked so far.
Especially when it's winter there are days where I am completely disconnected from the outer world.
I wanted to have a relaxed movie night...it took me 4 days now to finish because it wouldn't load properly.

Oh well...

xoxo rinmero