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2025年10月20日月曜日

NEW NAIL

 Good evening!

5 hours later I was done <3

so these were my inspo:


I liked the spiderwebs, so I knew I wanted to do smth with spiders..
I also liked the matte glitters and although I didn't exactly wanted to do matte, it inspired me to go for a glitter look (since thats what I like most anyway).


Here again I liked the spiderwebs, the glitter nail with the lace is also nice.


normal french with blood splatters is such a nice idea...
I did not want to do white french but the blood splatter are a great idea.


this is my design now <3


I am absolutely in love with the result!
it is not copy paste but an own design and it matches me and my usual nail looks that I prefer.
The spider was actually very difficult to make, the legs didnt show up so I spontaneously drew them with white again..the blood splatter used to be just painted but then I felt like there was bling missing...the tiny stones were a pain in the ass.
I wanted to do both hands different this time...I have to admit I ran out of ideas lmao.
The only two fingers that are the same are the thumbs.
I wanted to go ultra bling on both my ring fingers and tried two different combos for this.
My mum said she hates the huge ones on my right hand hahahaha.


a lil closeup...


for the tiny stones I used the nail glue that I got from shein and so far it looks securely placed.
I want to see how long they last...since this is just a halloween look I wouldn't care if after 1-2 weeks they already fall off...preferably they stay on of course.
Isn't it ironic? people ask me if the big stones even stay on and for me it is the opposite: The small ones always fall off.




the spider is my mums favourite.
she wanted an extra picture..."so I can brag about my daughters creativity.." xD

today theme in the game is "fashionably bound"...whatever that supposed to mean?
A lot are still dressed halloween-like..
at first I did a white ghost outfit, it transformed to an angel outfit and then I just kinda did this combo?
well I wanted WHITE xD


sometimes it gets a lot of votes and then there are rounds where I get almost none?

I like the outfit haha...sometimes I wish I could dress like that in RL.
I mean it is kinda fashionable but with a fantasy twist.
That's like so cool.


Edit: Oh and btw I always forget to mention in my posts...I did my about me page new.
feel free to check it out <3

yesterdays theme

Hellow!


Yesterday I did my mums nails and we sat together as a family...now I will do my own..

I kinda know what I want but lets see

Yesterdays theme was witch sabbat festival


I had no witch hat..
Is it still recognizable? 🙈

Xoxo rinmero


 

2025年10月18日土曜日

halloween mood!



Good evening!

I didnt plan it for today but now I changed my design into a halloween design.


and while I was at it I wanted to change the background music but almost ALL TITLE AND PLAYLISTS on youtube did not allow an embed function...so it didnt work on my blog.
it took me soo long to finally find a song and a way to make it work.


I also made a Halloween Eurobeat Playlist for Gals!
Tbh the last songs were even better for a halloween vibe than the first songs I found haha..


I hope you enjoy the playlist!!

Current weight

Good morning!

I have 3 days off <3
the plan for the next days is: doing my laundry, doing my mums nails, doing MY nails, scan some magazines, continue reading my book and relax.
I added two more days to my holiday, so I technically have only next week left and then a whole week off. I only took 2 days holidays, and 2 days off because I still had extra hours left + 2 national holidays and the result is 10 days no work LMAO
I love working just 4 days a week...you can always arrange fun combos like this haha.
I planned to visit my cousin in bavaria and I am still trying to meet jenny while over there.
I have not seen her for like...5 years at a minimum?

I just updated my ticker on my page and I love that I put my weight status in it to track it.
I got the feeling nothing changes but now I see it is quite the opposite.
So here is the summary:

29.08: 66kg
05.09: 65.8kg
24.09: 65kg
03.10: 64.8kg
17.10: 63.2kg

Total:
2,8 kg off in 7 weeks.

and I am not even doing a lot of work out and I eat sweets and baked goods still.
I also like to put two teaspoons of sugar in my coffee (twice a day).

With this speed I will hit my goal in 21 more weeks (back to 55kg at least) or maybe earlier because in the first month I lost only 1 kg, in the second almost 2kg.

Let's see <3.

I try to keep it healthy and in bearable conditions.
I do fasting on work days but that is only possible for me because I do not eat breakfast anyway and the work distracts me. All I do is not drink coffee in the morning and drink just water.

Yesterdays theme in the game was Fantasy...I am actually impressed with my result.



and todays theme is "pumpkin parade" that is the current event called where I have 21/33 items..there are approx. 30 hours left and the game resets every hour for free...I try to make as many free rounds as possible, now that I have my days off and if it is necessary get the rest with a diamond paid round...technically I still have quite a few, although I try not to use too many because I don't want to pay reallife money for games anymore. All the diamonds you see are left from last time when I bought a diamond pack before putting the game on hiatus again.

Actually I have to say it is a lot more fun to play without paying.
When you pay you just hit all the rounds in the events on day 1, collect your stuff and you are done. 
You do not spend much time actually playing or planning.
I personally did not hesitate to buy packs back in the day because I also like to support the game...if you don't, maybe some day it won't exist anymore and that would make me sad.

It exists as a browser game and on the phone.
There are different versions depending on from what country you play but it is actually more or less the same, you just cannot connect with all users.

If you are a fashionista like me and you like to play: the game is called ladypopular!
I remember searching for something similiar like stardolls or ohmydollz back in the day in the browser and I found that one.
Yes, that game is that old and I have been playing it for that long.
The account I currently use is a new one though I started as an adult on the phone.

xoxo rinmero

2025年10月16日木曜日

Seems like I have a new job

 Hellow!!

It was announced big boss is coming today, so I had to leave earlier.

At first I wasn't sure if it's better to do my meiku a bit more natural but then I redecided...he can see me just the way I am.


Dress...Shein
Cardigan...AliEx
Shoes...Shein
Necklace...Shein

Well I had a talk with him and now I can finally anounce it:
I applied to a job in our house as a saleswoman.

I was interested in this topic for quite a long time and before it never worked out but this time with my current manager/boss who supported me, I can finally go upstairs.

Made me think about my appearance a lot tbh..
Well when you are in sales, your looks are a lot more important than in the frontdesk.
It could influence your income.

He didn't criticize my nails, he was amazed and even wanted to measure them (4,5cm btw lmaoo).
But when he talked about appearance in general, he himself said it is ok to not look 100% neat all the time, a lil casual is ok too but he also said whats more important is face, eyes even.
And when I walked into the bathroom later I do have to admit it is really dark.
I am not sure if he talked about me or just general, or both...but I want to give my best in sales!!
So I might reconsider the heavy meiku for the daily.

He is planning to get me upstairs starting next month but of course he has to manage a few things for my position.

TODAYS THEME IN THE GAME: Power in suit.
(Matches perfectly the day lmao).


I have no suits? I was surprised because I was sure I had one??
Well, did something inbetween now and gave it a color boost.
It has a mafia vibe now, but in fashionista haha

Xoxo rinmero

2025年10月15日水曜日

Gets

 Good eveninggg

today I went to dm in my lunchbreak..


2 boxes of that hairdye that I will try for my hair next in a couple of weeks and refill dove peeling..


my tan is already starting to peel off and apparently that is because I layered too much.
I used the gradual tan from dove almost daily, just like a normal lotion haha, and it boosted and speeded up my tan a lot but about 80% is just selftanner at this point lmao
I see in some parts where the tanner is gone that my real skin is catching up in color right now.
The skin regenerates every 7-10 days and apparently UV exposure in the tanning salon speeds it up..
A tanner like mine is supposed to only be used like 1-2x a week, whoops.
So I got the Aloe gel for days I went to the tanning salon and this other lotion for all the extra days since it seems very moisturizing and smells like vanilla (my new current signature scent).

Todays theme is "your best trainers" and when I went voting one time there was one girl with heels and the other with boots and I was like ????
A lot are wearing boots for this topic..do they not know what trainers are?


I opted for these now (yes same jacket whoops) and added the cards to give it like an underground gambler vibe to it...you get it?

well tomorrow the big boss is coming and we need to come earlier because he has an announcement.
hmm... we are all very curious.

xoxo rinmero

2025年10月14日火曜日

How I do my DIY Cluster Lashes


teeny tiny tutorial that I promised in an earlier post.
Here is a little guide on how I did my DIY-lashes.
I personally prefer to wear clusters underneath my lashes..
1.it is quicker to apply
2.it is more flexible because there is no long band
3.it feels more lightweight
4.no worrying about if its not glued right and you can tell when eyes closed.

so I walk it through with you.
A lot of the clusters I have already tried are either too short for my taste, or they lack the volume I crave. Technically, I absolutely loved wearing Corset by Kiss a few years ago...I was just a little discontent how short they were. So I wanted to emulate something similiar, but longer.


So this is the design...you can see in the little picture on the right side that it features multiple levels to create the volume. What I did is to analyze the look of the lashes first.
Since it is synchronously, I don't need to have several different pieces for this look.
All you can tell is that the pieces inside are longer than those in the outer corners.
There are thicker pieces that are shaped like triangles and thin lashes inbetween each triangle with the same length.
Everything else is pretty much just volume by adding more short lashes underneath.
Here a little drawing to emphasize what I mean:

I have drawn the map on the lash now.
There are the triangles and the single ones with approx. the same length inbetween.
So I knew I need to look for lashes with the look like the pink drawing or something close.

I got them from Groinneya on AliExpress now.
I chose TYG01 and TYP01


I went for TYG01 as a base to create the volume for the overall look.
I thought I chose 14mm, but apparently I picked the 11mm.
Doesn't really matter tbh, they are just supposed to make the foundation and for that the length is perfect.


I chose the TYP01 that are shorter in width but extremely thick in the middle to apply it to the TYG01, give it a dollier look and enhance thickness in the middle. On the screenshot you can see the mixed one but there are whole packages with one length and I chose 14mm,16mm and 18mm. I am going to be honest with you: Although I was super hyper for the 18mm, they are too long for my taste. Instead of dolly, they look feathery. It looks like spider legs, that's how a colleague called them haha. They give a more alt-taste to the look, which I do not want.


For doing the DIY you need a tweezer like mine on the picture. You get one as a gift when you get the lashes from the offer I linked in the top (Yes I have 5 tweezers now lmao).
It is also a lot more practical to apply them on your lashes with a tweezer that is shaped like that.
Oh and you need a transparent lash glue, I use the one from Kiss.


So technically I need 4 clusters per eye. Please check the width of your lashes to see how many clusters you need. Since these are a little wider, four are all that fit for me. You can take one cluster and hold them against your eye to grossly guess what could fit. I let them sit in the packaging like that, it makes it easier to apply the TYP01 on top, and apply lash glue on all of them.


I then take out the TYP01 from their packaging (below a video how to do that safely without ruining the cluster). I place them on top and with the tip of my tweezer gently push them down. I try to get them in the middle as much as possible to get them pointy, enhance the thickness in the middle and try to make the bands overlap. They might not be fixed yet, so you have to correct a few times I guess.
In the upper picture I have shown you 4 cluster for each eye and the TYP01 placed on top with 14mm outside and 16mm inside for length.

I then grab them out of the packaging (like in the video), make sure squeeze them together and place it in my lash case.


This is the best I could do to film it close-up.

Here at the bottom the finished result:


In the middle are some ready to go clusters that I have used in my first tutorial which you can buy just like that. When you compare them both you can see that mine have a lot more volume to it.
I guess it is all a matter of taste and I would be excited to try a different combo sometime but for now I am super happy with these results and use them daily.

Depending on how often you use them (and if you remove them daily) it might last you a week or two..you cannot clean them and reuse...so I use the same for approx. a week and then they are completely glued together and fall apart already. Then I make a new pair.


I hope I explained it well enough.

xoxo rinmero

Shein haul complete

 Yoo!

Todays theme in the game is the current special collection that expires in a couple hours..


I wore the corset and the jacket from it...I think I gave it a cool look, whatcha think?


meiku toned down from the SPARK because the big boss is going to be in the house some day this week and since he wants to talk with me, he can have a nice look at his employee lmao.
So I rather not risk it and wear too crazy makeup this week...although I was excited to wear the new lenses with a different type of meiku..

dress...shein
cardigan...C&A
shoes...JustFab

and the rest of my Shein haul came <33


this super nice bracelet!
they offer more (and I def want more) but for now I chose the design with the butterfly <3


stones for my nails (like the burgundy ones) in a champagne color..
last time the silver things were annoying, even after covering it up..so I will prob take them out to use the stones because the size is awesome...


the brown eyeliner I ordered...the pigmentation is insane!!
I tested it with rubbing and another time with spit (to emulate rain or sweat) and both times I was impressed.
The color is really nice, look:


the MQNY from my tutorial that I described as watery on top, Sheglam on the bottom.
Do you get what I mean now??? xD
MQNY for natural days and Sheglam when I need THAT PIGMENTATION.

and the last two dresses:


this is a lot nicer than I imagined!! I am mad I don't have matching shoes...the brown ones fit the most actually but I am not happy with wearing two shades of brown lmao.


and this green one...the slit is a lot higher than on the picture..this one is a little tight tbh.

for both dresses, and the ones I ordered before, I feel like the fabric is nice but thin and it might be better to wear some kind of shapewear underneath...gotta order something next time.

aaand a new bag (not the haul)
Do you wanna hear a story about how awful me and my colleagues are?


we used to have a girl working there, she was awful but never mind, that's not important here, and she quit a couple months ago (or was fired, or both...both is likely) and she still had stuff in her locker.
Actually, it was mostly trash and empty red bull cans but also inside was this empty bag.
My colleague tried contacting her several times, she did not reply to calls and neither to mails.
We sat all together (4 guys and us two women) in break when we mentioned her locker again and my colleague sat there like "this bag would be perfect for the wedding I have this friday...I actually am searching for a matching bag" and I took a closer look at it and replied to her "Yea, this one is actually nice. It is not too small, not too big like a tote and pretty basic, you could match it to a couple things actually.". The 3 guys just nodded, encouraging us to take it and she was like "Well, how about I take it on friday and then I give it to you? I don't need it afterwards" and I was like hell yea...and our manager who sat with us inside was just like "you are all terrible people". xD

They gave her another deadline until thursday to pick up her stuff and clean her locker or else all the contents will be disposed and we were just joking but that friday, when my colleague was having her day off for the wedding, I had to look inside the locker AND SHE ACTUALLY TOOK IT XDD

Today she came up to me "Here your new bag!" xD

and now I am the owner of a new wonderful bag.

The end. <3

but yea our manager is right, we are terrible people lmao.

well g'night.

xoxo rinmero

2025年10月13日月曜日

todays theme

 Yo!

Todays theme in the game is "beauty of nature"..

And honestly I lack all good accessories for it.

So here is what others have been doing as an example:



They are either super flowery or feature a bunch of animals.

I found a couple dresses I could make work for the theme but since I lacked accessories I atarted with them and then added a dress, finishing with extra touches with jewelry and makeup.

Here is my result


I tend towards the tropical theme because of the headpiece.. although the stones don't match the tropic vibe, I still wanted to add it regardless to give it a "goddess" and "supernatural" touch.
Stones are also nature but always get ignored in themes like this..

I wasn't sure if I want her to be brunette to emphasize the nature, to be pink-haired because it would complement the green here and stand out or...which I chose now...the silver, to emphasize the old and ancient.

I had silver before but I think it just gave the look a lil extra so I took that color now regardless.

I wish it was more exciting but it seems I was off during the events that could have offered me all the animals and co.🙈🤷🏼‍♀️

I had dragons and puppies 🤣

What do you think? The ratings have been bad so far😭

Xoxo rinmero

2025年10月12日日曜日

gyaru blogging in the age of reels

 


Good evening folks!

I just finished reading another book and still have some time left in the evening...so I figured to write then.

I started this draft a couple days ago but then got distracted and left it...honestly I didn't even start with the actual topic, so here I am, 2nd round.

I am not sure where to start again, because for now I don't really know what to talk about this topic and at the same time, there is so much to talk about.

Maybe let's start with why I choose to blog..

Mostly because I just don't own social media.

When I made the decision to delete and deinstall everything I didn't think it would end up so well.

It is so calming, to not have constant trigger-posts up into your face and people shouting their opinions all over social media. It manipulates your psyche more than you think, when you are force-fed to believe stuff without giving it a second thought. The content is fast, loud and a lot...and I craved silence.

When I opened Tik Tok and saw someone post about Waka Waka from Shakira being cultural appropriation, completely ignoring the world cup that was being held in south africa, I decided to delete it. I was like, nope that's enough.

When I opened Instagram and watched a reel of people shouting at each other, nothing more, I got an intense headache. All content creators more or less shout their sentences into the camera but this time, they just screamed at each other, without content...and I was like "Is this what it came down to? is this what people today consider to be entertainment?" and I deleted that fucking thing.

It is crazy, how much time you have in your daily life when you delete the scrolling.

There are only 3 apps that are technically social media but I don't use it that way:

1.X, which I uses for like 10-15 minutes once or twice a day to check the news. I only check my followings...nothing else.

2. Pinterest, which I also use maybe 10-15 minutes in the evening, checking my "suggestion" posts to see new inspiration or nail art to give me inspo for my next design.

3. Xiaohongshu, which I use every other week, sometimes once a month for the same reason..to get some inspo. But also for food content, lmao.

That's it...but at some point I was craving contact again, especially as a gyaru that does not have any gals living around. I have nobody to talk to about my passion in reallife.

So I started blogging again.

I do it to have a space where I can speak about the things that matter to me.

And those few who are left blogging as well, read it and comment underneath my posts (which always makes me super happy). That's how I keep my online circle.

Via this I got invited into a discord server, where I additionally had some new contacts but now it has come down to the same people I like talking to regularly.

It is also nice to have a blog to keep progress...reading old posts is always so weird.

Sometimes you read stuff you completely disagree with now and then there are things, where you completely forgot that was a topic.

When I see what I have done all this year, I am surprised myself because it always seemed like I am not doing anything, not going out etc. and here I am reading through my posts, where I went....it feels like ages ago but it has been just a couple months.

I find it comfortable also, that it is completely voluntarily.

If I need time for myself, offline, I don't post. That's it.

No notifications popping up, reminding me to go back to that app.

No endless scrolling or people shouting in videos, giving me headaches.

Trust me how much power this has...to live offline.

Some like to go the extreme way, without the smartphone at all, to me that's not necessary.

I have all the self-control to use my phone only for the stuff that matters.

-> I pretty much just have distinct times when I use what app..and then I only check for the notification bar, if I see a video of youtube or a post of x I think is interesting, I click on it, check it, and close it again.

My phone is my most important tool in my life with bank account in it + chatGPT (xD).

I am all for progress, but I also am old enough to dream in nostalgia and have that longing for older, better days...and this is my healthy mix to combine the best of both world.

Yes it has some cons to it, considering that blogging is not popular and most gyaru content is on social media nowadays. I pretty much miss all news and I really stopped to care about it.

If I feel like there is something I need to know, I ask or look it up.

Honestly, you really don't need to be constantly up to date with gyaru, to be a good gyaru I think. It is more important what you do and how you decide to look in the dailies, than what you spend time with in your life.

Maybe some might disagree?

If you are blogging in 2025, what are your reasons?

xoxo rinmero

I missed blogging

 Heyoo!

the past few days I was super tired in the evenings haha.

I don't really remember what I did the past few days tho..


theme was autumn with the current special collection that expired that day..


Honestly I don't remember the theme haha but it was also about the event that expired.

On thursday plans got cancelled, so I done my makeup, wanted to get dressed just when I got the message...so only selfies haha



current hair situation <3...it gets a lot better now over time.
The roots are brutally brassy and I still have lots of dark pigments in my lengths but I know how I might fix it over time..



theme was about something poofy and since there was a special collection again, I wanted to do smth with the dress I got from there.


theme: broken glass
I love the pink hair with this...


I tried spark yesterday and they definitely catch attention lmao..
I wasn't exactly happy with the eyeshadow colors in combination with it..
Gotta try something new some time..
I mixed my makeup waay too pale for that day lmao..luckily my throat was covered or else it would have been very visible.


today theme is adventure in paris and I done that creation now with normal clothes from my closet..
Love the silver hair in combination with it...definitely makes it stand out..

I will probably do another chat post of some topic the next few days and maybe I can remind myself to take more selfies...:/
I rearranged my closet on thursday morning...put all the summer pieces in the boxes and put the winter pieces back up...additionally I decided to use the middle part for my lolita dresses instead of thin cardigans and gotta switch them putting in the boxes as well. During winter the middle part is completely unused and during summer the left part with the thick cardigans is unused...that way I can use the space smarter.

Oh and I "gifted" myself new shoes haha..
I actually was just looking for some extensions..I know I have put it in a box or smth but don't know where and when I opened the box I found shoes I completely forgot about!!!
Then I remembered I got more boxes in my "cloakroom" and found more shoes I forgot about.
I knew I had some over there but didn't know what kind it was..
It felt like shopping in my own apartment without money tbh haha..
most of them I bought around 2020/2021 I think when I just started shopping for gyaru clothes but didn't have much experience how to sort my inspo, so I got these off JustFab. 


I had a membership, which I canceled over a year ago. The shoes got more and more expensive, the quality didn't change (cheap) and the shoes looked progressively more boring. At some point I was sick of it but back in the days JustFab was like THE place to get super stylish shoes for a few bucks...sometimes a huge sale.
I remember sometimes I got heels off their website for only 8€ or something.
Does it still exist? lmao.
so here are my finds!


I would sort these gold heels in my onee-gyaru inspo..the rhinestones are soo pretty.
This actually matches 100% my current vibe..too bad I can't wear them now bcuz it is cold.


My atsuzoko inspo ...they had a modern fashionista vibe with their pastel stripes..I believe it could work with reiwa outfits..


These are special..I wasn't sure if I want to keep them because I don't really know if I could wear them somewhere but let's just keep it for now.


mild atsu inspo with a spring/early summer vibe..they are more onee though.


These are so damn bomb haha. I have the same also in a burgundy velour and they are so comfy and sexy. I never wore these with the cheetah..the gold is super shiny.


These are also onee inspo...the studs make them look very nice.


I wasn't sure wether I want to keep them either. Here are my oldschool/y2k vibes, I have seen in these boots.

and these two that were hidden in my closet:


very sexy


these are absolutely gorgeous...so glad I found them.


hahahahaha do you sometimes "find" new clothes in your closet or are you normal? xD

xoxo rimero