2025年4月6日日曜日

Before the coffee gets warm hehe

 


My whole body hurts ahh...
the WHOLE day I was cleaning plates and pots and glasses...
Even though the stuff was in boxes, I rather wanted everything clean before I eat from the dishware again.
I can walk into my apartment again...yay!!
It's getting somewhere luckily..
I love my kitchen so much already!
I am soo happy I decided to get a new one...although it wasn't quite cheap.

I got everything from my work except the sink.
I wanted to get one like in the videos from china.
These hightech-sinks...that are also very big.
Technically, If I had chosen a sink from work, I would get a sink half the size and with only a faucet.
But here for the same price I got a huge sink (perfect size btw) and with so many functions.
While I am writing this, I decided to make a short video to show you.


There is a soap dispenser on the left.
The silver button on the left side is to to close and open the drain in the sink below.
The button next to the timer is to change the temperature and the faucet right next to it is for drinking water.
The sink also includes two baskets to wash vegetable in it and a cutting board (meat and vegetable side), each you can put into the sink where the archings are.

There are a few con about the cheap-china-sink though because I have to be completely honest with you at all times:
1.The sink is not 100% straight...when my dad cut out the part on my countertop and put the sink in you notice the left and right side is slightly bent, the rims are also very sharp.
My dad was able to silicone it in a way that it is closed and you can't accidentally cut yourself.
It is barely noticeable and probably no one will know but me.
2.It is a pain to connect everything, also because they send no instructions (not even in english)...there were one paper with some information but they didn't help my dad at all.
In fact, it is still not connected correctly and I have a bowl underneath to catch the water dripping because somewhere...is still a leakage?
3.Like I said, there is barely any instructions and we have none for the drinking faucet...We have no idea how to connect it so it is not operational right now.
4.I personally don't like that the temperature shows only when the water is on. Since there are no lettering on the button, you don't really know how far you have to twist it and the only way to find out is to waste water while you do it. I wish they would at least show the temperature while twisting the button, so you can put your settings in before turning on the water. I mean of course it needs to heat up but then I know how far to turn it if you get what I mean?

BUT despite these few points, the sink is absolutely awesome.
I get ALL of that for approx. 190€? (free shipping).
That's a steal. Especially if you know how to install these kind of things (like my dad) and can fix it if something is not working appropriately.

I also wanted to try out my new coffee machine.
I still had some capsules left from last time I used a machine like this at work.
(I need to buy capsules first).
Even though they have shown the dimensions and I measured everything I just noticed how small and cute the machine is haha.
I said it looks like my dog as a coffee machine, black and tiny.

I rather have a small one like this.

I am not sure if I mentioned it in December when I got it as a gift from my family but I used to have a big coffee machine where you put beans in it and it was just very heavy and you had to take care of it a lot...like it would constantly mold in it and it made me really frustrated.
It makes you feel like there is something wrong with you but it is just that you rarely use it.
A machine like that makes only sense for heavy coffee drinker and maybe if you are more people living in the home that would use it.
Also you could only get black coffee with it...exactly what I am not drinking?
The machine was a gift from my grandparents, they got a new one and gave me theirs, so I am not complaining that I at least had one the past years.
I am thankful to have a wonderful family that would give me a coffee machine after all.

With this small machine I have barely any dirt, except maybe the capsules as trash but I am not home often, so it won't be that much I think.
Since it's small I don't need to clean a lot beside maybe the catch tank and the little strainer below the machine. I have no idea how it's called in German either so I can't even look up a translation lmao.
Also they offer a variety of flavors (even tea) and there are many that I would drink, like for example cappuccino, white chocolate or chai latte.
I have let it clean itself approx.4-5 times before use.
Success!
I need to check how many ml you can get with one capsule and change the settings because I think this is not enough for a medium sized drink?

You can already see some of my kitchen in the background, but here are the things that still have to get done:
1. I ordered some LED-lights to put underneath the cupboards.
2. fix the sink of course
3. I had to rip off some of my wallpaper because the older kitchen was slightly bit bigger than this one now. We have to apply a row of wallpaper again.
4. We need one framework for the socket (behind my coffee machine). We had to put the socket to a different place because I changed the placement of the sink and I did not want to have a socket right next to the sink?
5. Because my measurements were wrong, two filler panels are too narrow. I have already ordered two bigger ones but it usually takes a couple weeks to arrive.
(or they were not exactly "wrong" but the tiles that I ripped off made a lot of difference actually)

But beside that, I think we are done? At least I can't think of anything else right now haha.
I am going to show you next to a picture of the old kitchen how everything looks!<3

2025年4月5日土曜日

new hope

 


Today was very calm at work.




dress...DreamV
necklace...Jesus Diamante
cardigan...stolen from my mum
shoes...AliEx

yesterday I finished the 2nd book from the "before the coffee gets cold"-series and I almost cried again.
I swear to god, these books are so beautiful...now I want to finish them and realized I don't have the 3rd!!
I got 4 books and I thought it was only 4 in the series but now I realized that they published the 5th (!) book in november last year and I accidentally got this one instead of the 3rd.
Even though the stories are not exactly connected and I could continue with the 4th, they are mentioning now and then stories from the other books so I don't really feel like it :(
(yes, I am that much of a pain)
So I have to get the 3rd one sometime and then finish...but it's not like I don't have plenty other books to read hehe :))))

My father almost finished my kitchen today!!
There are only a few small things to do and fix but I can put more or less my stuff in again.
I will show soon enough to you but I want to take pictures when it's done DONE.
But I guess I will start putting my stuff in the cabinets so I have more space in my living room and actually can use it as a living room again instead of a warehouse :)

He also has to fix some of my wallpaper so he asked what I wanted to do with the rest of my living room.
I originally wanted very bold wallpaper and started in a corner and haven't finished yet but now I feel like doing something else.
I for example have an electric fireplace and wanted to hang my tv over it on the wall with a bigger bookshelf on the other corner of the wall (I also like bold colors a lot when it comes to interior design).
But now the more I think of it, I never use my TV...like almost never.
I am not even sure if I want to keep it? Like, where am I supposed to put it?
I am serious, why keep a TV if you don't use it at all?
I rather have a bigger bookshelf and get more books :))
But my dad dislike the idea, he views it a waste of space because I won't read the books more than once..
He doesn't get the book vibe but I did not feel like explaining it to him.
It is like a wine collection to me haha.
Also I just love the feeling of putting it in my shelf as some kind of achievement.
But only readers will get the vibe :(
I need to get some inspo on how I want to furnish my living room.

I am also getting more excited again and have more energy.
Is my resting phase coming to an end?
maybe it's the weather but I feel more motivated and started planning some things again.
I was able to go to work without a jacket today!
Going without a jacket is like a milestone to me in the year that tells me: "Now winter is over!"..haha.

Tomorrow is sunday, which means no work.
next week will be brutal (at least for my terms).
I have wednesday off but then I have to work even saturday and sunday (open day), and my work week continues the other week as well. That means within 12 days, I have only 2 days off. I need to work 6 days at once next week because of the sunday.
It's insane to think that when I used to work at the hotel it was completely normal to have like 7-9 day shifts after each other and sometimes even with 10+ hour shifts and you don't even notice but now that I am SO USED to working part-time I already am exhausted when they put me a 5th day in the week, which is completely normal.
I am not lazy, I just got verrry comfortable...those are the times you need to be grateful for what you have!!

I will get some inspo online and then maybe if there is some time start another book.
Yes, I know I said I will finish some I started but they are not my vibe right now.
(mood-reader excuse sry not sry).

2025年4月4日金曜日

calm before the storm?

 

my calm phase continues...
I don't have much to tell..
Writing is hard, trading is hard...I am going heavy on short right now in this crisis..
use the crash for profit y'know...
I read more now..


(me casually covering my name tag)

I was an outfit repeater that day.

I had my day off and relaxed a lot.
In the evening I used my purple shampoo again and just damn...that shampoo is so damn strong..I had it on for seconds!!
If you want silver hair...get the purple shampoo from L'ador...damn.

dress...Takko
cardigan/shoes/necklace...AliEx


necklace...Jesus Diamante
cardigan...Axes femme
shirt/skirt/shoes...AliEx
hairclip...C&A



I was very happy with my makeup that day.


I wanted to try something different that day..
It was also quick to do.

Today I also have a day off.
Going to spend it reading more, enjoying the sun, informing myself on current situations...

A couple days ago I made two orders.
I am not sure how much I have told on my blog yet?

I put up one order on devilinspired with retro/vintage-dresses that I have been eyeing quite some while now. I actually wanted to put more focus on preorders but currently there were very extravagant dresses and I just know I won't wear them too often -> so a waste of money rn.
When I put up the order I found out about another lolita shop called 42lolita, which looked very interesting as well!
They offered a set-up that I wanted to preorder at devilinspired a while ago but hesitated, afterwards regret a long time I did not buy!
So I ordered it as well now, just to make sure that it doesn't get sold out there as well.
I took me a while to find it somewhere again.
This will financially put me back some now but I doubt I will need much money this month, so I will be fine I guess.
I am thinking of wearing some of my lolita dresses to work..some are not too extravagant, so I think depending on how you code it, it won't be much more "striking" than what I am currently wearing.

I am so excited..in about 4 weeks I will be flying to singapore..
I am getting really nervous now.


2025年3月30日日曜日

xhs girly (gyaru light?)

 Edit: I had this in my drafts for some time now. I wanted to edit it for longer but currently I am not really active on xhs. Since I am facing a writers blockage today I decided to finish this post instead.


Today I will be babbling a bit about xiaohongshu, or as many call it "RedNote".

While I answered ki-rin on my I quit post I noticed how damn hard it is to explain what is going on in my head. I figured it will be easier to show.

But now as always, when you want to show somebody examples of something they won't show up and you have to dig really deep for the content you were intending to show haha.

So I will gather these over a longer period I think.

Also it will be heavy with screenshots...a lot of users on xhs don't allow downloads.

 First things first

I personally see a lot of parallels between xhs girls from china and the kawaii gyaru look that was popular around ca. 2010-2012.

Even though I have dressed modestly the past 2 years, I also liked the shorter looks and can see myself wearing them in the future.

I had most of my inspo from the platform and even after wanting to wear gyaru-style more often I can see myself wearing a xhs kind of gyaru style.

Like mixing them together...

Funnily, I think the girly makeup styles from xhs look more gyaru than the gyaru makeup looks from xhs girls. Very paradox haha.

 Lifestyle

The content on xhs is very broad..I like to view lolita and recipe content as well on it.

But there are sometimes posts for example where they show their apartments or inside of cars etc. that have a vibe that reminds me of what gyaru lifestyle looked like.

It's the playful and cozyness that I love and the content can be sanrio-heavy as well.

There are a lot of girlys out there and I think that's why I found my place there


Look at this super cute bathroom!


The slippers and the pajamas look so cozy <3
Tempted to get sanrio-related dishes and only cook cute in my kitchen.
I thought about getting a pink kitchen for a bit but decided to make a black one now..I absolutely love black kitchen but this one is also very cute.

 Makeup

I can't believe how hard it was to find matching pictures.
Like I said, as soon as you need the content you don't find it.
When looking for makeup content I was mostly shown creative makes that did not properly show my point.
The makeup techniques are similiar to how gyaru makeup was done.
The jump between xhs and gyaru is not much after all.
What certainly is different are the lashes that are more natural and the drawn on bottom lash look they prefer (that I absolutely hate on myself lmao).

I've been following her for quite some time now for example.
I think her eyemakeup has that kawaii girly vibe to it that was featured in Popteen and Ageha etc.


less lash intensive but I love how in xhs makeup different color combinations are tried out.
This is what bothered me about gyaru makeup for a while.
At some point they stopped experimenting too much.
Especially in ageha (also because I own mostly ageha) the makeups look all the same at some point, and they only used brownish/nude shades.


Another girl that reminds me of that girly gyaru vibe.
However she uses a lot less makeup.


Kiki is like THE girl on xhs that made me instantly go "oh, that looks like gyaru".
Her makeup is a lot heavier than what mosts girls wear on the platform.


Here another example with the colors..


Her makeups are so damn cute.
She manages to have that cool dolly look without having to do much to it.
Also her style is leaning more towards a rock vibe.

I had to be very strong when seeing this picture.
It makes me want to go copper so hard!


She is like a mix of late gyaru and early larme in my eyes.
I love her cute hairstyle.
I should not cut bangs again tho...pls help me.
(Edit: I have cut bangs at this point)

 Nails

The nails are a lot lighter but can be long as well.

What I noticed is the shape is a lot more rounder on xhs.

However I get my "gem"-inspo from there haha.


I was in loooove when I have seen this design around christmas time.
I would have loved to do something similiar but I think it was done partially with airbrush to get effects like this and I don't own airbrush, or could do this with one hand I guess.

Another suuuper cute nail design.
The nails on xhs are again a lot lighter, rounder and they like using glitter or cateye polishes.
Rarely but sometimes they are matte and candy-like like the ones on the picture.
Another cute design.

 Fashion

Here I had troubles showing what exactly I mean.

There are a lot of lolita and fairycore content on it but they also have outfits that can be applied to gyaru-terms.

Here is just a collection of things that inspired me:

This outfit is super duper cute!!!!!
I am in LOVE <3

long skirt here but this is similiar to the stuff I mainly wore the last years.
I also like how they add sanrio charms to their bags that gives it this playful vibe.



Like here as well.
xhs has a lot of it's preppy content too and I thought this was very pretty and elegant.
And here as well a lil hello kitty charm on the bag haha.


I could literally tag her whole account.
I love every single outfit.
I can definitely see a Tsubasa or a Ranzuki/Popteen-model in this.


I think this has these playful vibes as well.
Give her blonde curly hair with gyaru makeup and it could make its performance in Ranzuki!
Not specifically with a gyaru vibe but this is like 99% my style in summer.
I can't put into words how much I like these kind of dresses.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE them SOOO MUCH.

Another one from Asano...these girly looks are my absolute favourite kind for spring/summer weather.


I love this outfit so much <3



I hope I could make myself a bit clearer and maybe you liked some what I have shown you as well.
Yes, a lot can be considered casual lolita or something but like I often already mentioned during the peak kawaii gyaru years (at least when I got into it) it has always been more fluid...it was the kawaii-j-fashion-scene and if you are into it but feel like the vibe from the old days are gone, you might find a similiar new vibe there.
I am currently back on xhs more often and I love this place sm.
I have my own little bubble there <3