new layout

 I started yesterday but now I am done <3

I DIY a header and changed the background..

I felt like doodling these ugly hearts give it a personal vibe haha.

New emoji for post title because the pink neon hearts didn't match anymore..

Btw if you want to do the same here is the code: 

I just added a HTML widget in my blogger code and insert it there...it won't show up at the layout.

<style type="text/css">

.widget .title:before,

.widget .title:after{

content: url(**insert url picture here**)}

**if you want more copy paste the same code and add here**

</style>

I change the pink part according to the title I want..

-for widget title like on my sidebar use the one above

-for the date use this:

.date-header:before,

.date-header:after

-and for the post title use this:

.post-title:before,

.post-title:after 

of course there are more varieties but these r the ones I use.

Also changed following pics because spongebob and co. also didn't match anymore.

My atelier is still closed...I will keep it private for some time but might open again soon.

and updated my music box

I am into phonk again..this artist makes really good jams <3.

mmkay I think I am done with shitposting today lmao

I want to shop

 

Ugh I hate bills so much..

Finally next month the wallet dieting will be over.

I haven't bought new clothes for 3(!) months now.

I am considering extreme dieting rn I am going insane🥲

Xoxo rinmero

Groinneya is kickin it

 Yo!

As you may know, I love cluster lashes and applying them from underneath..

Some of the con is the lashes are always so damn short.

Or you order a mix which then just have a few good ones and the rest is trash🥲

And if you find long ones, they are fluffy and not sharp like you would need them for a dolly look.

Not anymore.

Groinneya is an AliExpress shop and they publish now DIY lashes..

Up to 18mm!!!

Most lash styles are around 12-13mm.

You can order them as a mix (like in the pic) or just one size.

I will think about what lash style I wanna do and might order some💕

Xoxo rinmero

What I love about...

Today I feel like writing haha I dunno...

I tried again continuing with my singapore posts but for some reason, uploading the pics just won't properly work..it's FRUSTRATING!!

But anyway...I feel like getting out of my depressed phase again..haha slowly.

I think what just bummers me is the lack of creativity I had for the past weeks and even months...I wear the same things, I do the same things, I don't plan...

That's actually the opposite of what I was trying to do this year..

So back up with the motivation.

It also helped trying to create two new fits matching my vibe as best as possible.

Loved that challenge.

In case u have missed it..my vibe was:

-slightly gothic

-retro

-girly&mature

-colors more in the black/pastel direction

My results:

I actually wanted to wear my black lolita blouse underneath but that day it was too cold!!

and the makeup I did (could never wear at work tbh haha)

And I realised: this is very close to larme style haha..

I could not open my larme mags rn because they are in boxes stored underneath my BUNCH OF BOOKS...but I could find pics online..and yep.

the vibe I was trying to achieve was pretty much a gothic larme xD

So I had a huge larme inspo kick going on and then I went on Natsumins blog and saw her amazing prisila wig that reminded me a lot of the hime and agejo vibe WHICH I ALSO LOVE.

I am at that point already where I stopped giving me labels but now I think it's important to give myself direction and the best way to do it is to try making a fundament and ask myself WHAT DO I LOVE?

So here as an inspo collection <33

I hope you get the concept what I am getting at..

WHAT DO I LOVE..about Larme

I really love the girly/retro vibes they have going on..

I am a huge fan of everything old-school and retro and they reflect a lot these 60s vibes but in a modern interpretation...

A lot of the outfits are modest, or can be made modest..

I am just older now and don't feel comfortable with super short skirts and dresses..

the combos are amazing.

It doesn't matter wether it's the layering or just the imagination to code certain pieces..

When it comes to terms of larme...you don't need certain brands..

It's all about the combo achieved.

It is girly, dolly but yet mature and in my opinion also ok to wear at work.

that makes the looks a good choice for me for every day wear.

They also wear darker shades of lipstick, or even red.

Those are my favourite colors for lips.

WHAT DO I LOVE..about Lolita

I am going to admit I am new to the scene.. Don't take me too serious here.

Also the amount of times I have worn lolita like seriously can be count on one hand.

Usually I wear a casual variation of it, or leave out the pettycoat etc.

However the more pieces I get the more I love it.

It started when I was a hime gyaru and decided to get some lolita dresses to code them as hime gyaru, so I was on lolita shops more often.

Same case like with larme: it is more on the modest side.

A lot of the dresses are around knee-length and have a retro vibe going on.

I love dresses and lolita is like...about wearing dresses.

And these dresses are ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECES.

The details, the print, the layers...you won't find that with normal clothings...ever!

I like to switch out vibes and not wear the same thing over and over again and that's possible with lolita as well...they have also different kind of themes going on.

Strawberry, lemon, bear, astrology...etc.

You have the ability to work on an outfit, find matching pieces and make it an art piece to wear.

lolita bags are like the most interesting things ever..

If they only fix the amount of space you have inside and make it bigger.

WHAT DO I LOVE..about Hime Gyaru

yes I make this seperate. 

Count me weird but I never see hime as gyaru like the other styles.

To me it is too far off the concept tbh.

No tan, no flashy long nails, no strong makeup, no sexiness etc.

I am not saying it is not gyaru, they do have the similiarity, but a different vibe in my opinion.

I love the hair! Honestly...Hime hair is like playing lego and switching and matching them differently!

Because of this they are actually LOW-MAINTENANCE...you just connect and combine different wigs and hair pieces..

You could be bald underneath and yet have different hairstyles..

The necklaces are a charm...I love pearls sm.

Jesus Diamante dresses are legendary..however I gave up fitting in them.

I don't want to squeeze myself into clothes that are not comfortable anymore..

The shoes are absolute fire..but I dislike mules..

The platform heels I had disintegrated too.

But I think I will get some random heels of ali and glue some flowers on them again to make my own again haha.

and yes it had to come: the princessy/retro-vibe

WHAT DO I LOVE..about Gyaru

Whenever I feel like being gyaru again, I feel so uncomfortable but when I don't wear it I miss it, so one time I was sitting there looking closer to what exactly I like about gyaru and here is the clue: I dislike the fashion, but like a lot of the rest.

For example I love the makeup techniques

This is something I have ditched for a while but I feel like going for a more dramatic look again..

I probably won't wear lower lashes but instead accentuate the bottom with eyeshadow and eyeliner.

I love long nails and a loooot of gems on them..

so gyaru nail art it is!

The deco lifestyle: Gals love to DIY the shit out of stuff!

I appreciate individuality and I love maximalist interior etc.

Gyaru lifestyle is so much fun!!

Collecting magazine, listening to eurobeat, watching para para (I still can't dance any I am sry), going shopping, coding different outfits..and having new booms every time.

Like, there is always something to explore!

As you can see...the fashion is like the least aspect I like about Gyaru, but the other fashion styles are too dominant to mix it with gyaru.

Larme is for example very soft in colors, Lolita is very dolly...

And mixing lolita with gyaru is pretty much hime gyaru again, which I personally find difficult to wear every day at work.

However I want to make new outfits soon and I felt like getting a base might be helpful.

I won't give myself labels anymore or whatever or try to fit in..

I just do what I want...

These are the things I like and want to experiment with soon <3

ordered new lenses

 this order was long due..

the blue ones I got in technically expired like a month ago or smth...

The cheap Aliexpress lenses are ok I think..I just don't like the color :(

Oh well...

I love these bubble blue ones sooo much.. but I felt like a change.

Never had G&G before.

Also ordered a mystery pack.

super curious how it will turn out!

xoxo rinmero

Good morning

 My dog decided to visit me💕

I was eating breakfast when I heard him crying in front of my door🥲

These moments are super cute.

Xoxo rinmero

No time for blog

 I have no time to blog

And in the evenings I read

Outfit

Selfie

New shower curtain

Food

These are actually really good!

But the portions are quite small.

Also it was super spicy (as expected) but I wanted to taste the "typical" flavor first.

Muffins

I am just done baking.

I hope they taste good...tried smth new and the dough was quite luiqidy🤔

Does that count as a blog entry?🤣

Xoxo rinmero

I found smth

Good morning!!

I found a couple pieces online and my idea is getting richer.

I even was able to make an outfit for todays brunch with my friend to match the vibe more or less🌹

Dress..Aliexpress

Scarf...Jesus Diamante

Necklace...Bijou Brigitte (I think?)

Shoes...Deichmann

Bag....Shein

For the makeup I went with reds🌹

i wanted to have decent eye makeup but rich lips...to make myself a bit gothic/sad/melancholic I put red under my eyes..

Since there is gold on my shoes, I match it by putting these gold necklaces on and a gold haairband that I got from somewhere idk.

I thought my JD scarf was navy...but its black!!

Even better...it meant perfect match haha.

I also think of one other outfit I could do to match the vibe🤔

its not easy to find many outfits with what I got I think..

But honestly, most of it is coming out of the makeup in the end...

I want to make a mood board or smth to show the vibe..

I have to go now..Byee!

Xoxo rinmero

Vibe with no match

 Do you also hate when you have a vibe goin on?

Like fashion wise...

But you don't find matching clothes??

Because nothing is like 100%? 

Despite loving retro atm..

I wish for a black, pastel, goth, girly look..

but all you find is gothic or girly.

Nothing is...good.

Even when you decide..mkay I look for normal clothes to match them how I want..

You find shit.

throwback thurday

Edit: this post has been in my drafts for 3 MONTHS!!!

I wanted to wait for a thursday, forgot it, waited for the next, forgot to post, waited for the next, forgot....aaaand forgot.

I just post it now randomly lmao.  

Yo!

Quite some time ago I have put into my blog design the option to recommend random posts and I currently like seeing some of my older pictures.

this feature doesn't exist anymore because in the current code it didn't want to work

So here is a bit a throwback <3

I remember that day I was a bit nervous to go "full" by making my hair big and opted for a ponytail instead...also my bangs were growing a lot and I had to curl them a bit.

I miss my time I had in nuremberg and I couldn't meet with Jenny yet again even tho we are still having contact.

That was the day I got my nose pierced lmao.

I liked the rokku-look I had going on for that day but the blending of my exte was horrible lmaoo.

I tried one of the makeups from my hime makeup book..

It felt so weird not adding anything on my bottom lashes and I think it might have looked better with different upper lashes but I gotta admit it did look super cute tho?

Plus I am reminded of this wig...need to dig it out and restore it!!

WHERE IS THIS HAT

tbh I feel like the pose here is soo damn off xD

but I feel like that on most pics.

even if you can't tell on this picture...these are hello kitty sneakers haha.

my eyebrows were horrible, sweet jesus..but I do miss this wig.

the last time I tried wearing a wig, it didn't fit over my head because my hair is too big now...yes, you heard that right...I have no clue how to fix this.

The only wigs that I can wear are synthetic ones...they are usually bigger.

fun fact: the mymelo-bag is one of my favourite shoulder bags haha.

It suits to most of my clothes and when I don't need a big tote this is my go-to bag.

The times with the red was WILD...the staining was horrible.

Even after I dyed them blonde I could not get off the staining from our bathroom shower..

I had to scrub it sooo hard...I have no idea if there is still staining left after I moved into my own apartment.

missing my hime hair a lot...

I heavily dislike this kind of upper mink lashes now but damn how smooth...

Do you also enjoy looking through old pictures?

Something I noticed is that the kind of pictures I thought were "so ugly" are not that bad now years later.

I appreciate all the ones I kept tbh.

will do a post like this maybe soon with pictures I never posted during my isolation time.

I did not take many selfies but I still have some regardless.