sorting day 2

 Hellooo,

before I start showing you the endresult, look at the beautiful flowers from my mothers garden:

I walked past them when going for a walk with my dog and then when coming back went straight to sorting my other half of the room.

Two complete days of work, put into cleaning and sorting everything and that's the result of the other half of the room:

Could you believe how small the room looked when it still had a bed in it?

Could you believe how much I have thrown out to have the closet and half of this shelf empty now?

I put my stuff to the bottom, because technically I can use it, but won't be able to on clients (when I am going to take some in the future).

The two I left empty in the middle will be where I put my new products in.

But yea, this is just the future because first I need doors for my closet and new products+ A proper nail lamp and so on.

I can do my mums nails now without having to take all my stuff downstairs...this is awesome actually.

I am really really proud of how it looks like...the room is super pretty <3

Also maybe you can tell how I meant it with my desk now.

Usually the cabinet and the drawers are wide apart underneath the panel.

The panel is seperate, so you can place it wherever you want.

I still had to be able to open it underneath next to the shelf but wanted the desk panel touching the wall.

I actually have enough legroom there, placing the cabinet closer to the drawers and the desk still is stabilized enough.

You can tell a bit on the first picture by looking at the gap underneath the panel next to the wall.

My chair is blocking the view on the cabinet lmao.

I used my chair from the living room as a client chair and since there was this ugly white spot on the floor (that you can't get rid off because it's wallpaper dye or smth) I had to place a carpet there now..so I moved my little rose stool as well...the mirror will be gone after the doors of the closet will have mirrors in the middle but it can stay there for a while.

Now the space in front of my chimney in my living room is so empty T.T

I actually really liked the cute space...will definitely put smth similiar there again.

BUT the pro is, that now I can choose whatever color I want technically..

I don't have to match it with my stool anymore, if it makes sense?

well that's for now, byee

xoxo rinmero

sorting day 1

 Hello,

Today I sorted and cleaned since morning.

I am soo damn tired.

I decided before disassembling the bed to, maybe clean out the closet first?

I did extreme sorting over there.

All or nothing kinda situation..

Everything I didn't wear for approx. 2 years, won't wear or is simply trash already, goes to the bin.

No "well, I technically could use this for xy", no...trash...

My closet....is empty again.

I probably will have the left part a little bit different but I still have to think how I might wanna do it.

I guess time will tell.

It looks so...sorted now lmao.

I probably will take my lolita dresses out as well.

I hypothetically feel like doors are better than the curtain, gotta check again how much it would cost :/

3 bags here and another one that filled during the whole process.

Cardigans, pullovers, dresses...everything that's not sale-able...straight to donation.

I wanted to disassemble the bed myself, since I never did stuff like that.

I still don't really understand how the electric drill works.

I felt like now it would be great to try since I can't really ruin any furniture now, since it is already broke.

I was in shock what kind of dirt I found under there...there were bugs that you would never find at a level like this, like WHERE DID THEY COME FROM?

Spiders or small worms ok, they come in all the time but I had dead grasshoppers there...how? like where? what? From the balcony?

Look at how empty it is now:

I am still thinking about how to put the table there, because I want to sit next to the shelves...to have it as storage for working but idk where to place the panel and the shelves underneath the table..I don't really want a space at the wall but I also need to place it in a way so I can open them underneath and still have enough legroom.

I will show you tomorrow, it sounds confusing now but then it will be clear I am sure.

I am thinking of putting a tv there maybe? at the other wall?

or maybe smth else idk.

But one thing after the other...

xoxo rinmero

some overdue yapping

Heyaaa,

yes I am alive and well (almost I guess).

There are some things that have happened.

Me and A are back to friends since dating didn't work out with us, I vomit at work and was sick, when being well again I was so tired, almost comatose you could say.

And work, and schoolings, meeting friends,...damn now that I think of it a lot of things happened, no wonder I was exhausted.

I felt a lil guilty not continuing working on my nail business.

I kept doing "small" stuff from now and then, like preparing some boxes, looking for new deco etc.

just to keep things going at least a little bit.

But yea, now thinking of how much happened, of course I was low on energy.

I also got cold feet a bit you could say but while on some course for work, I got back some energy.

There was this saying of calling a client because "They already didn't buy yet, so you don't have nothing to lose" and that is like so real.

Like honestly, what am I scared of? I can't lose more than not selling like right now I don't?

Also now that some time has passed, I look back at my designs and I am still super proud of the result.

Even more tbh...I think they turned out great.

but here is some other things to yap about.

So my lashes fell out super quick but it looks like that is because my lashes (like any other part on my body) GROW TOO DAMN FAST.

My SIL had to remove many after just 2 weeks because they had grown out so much.

So seems like I am the candidate for the two week appointment schedule :/

I didn't like the feathers, so we left it away this time and instead of having too many 2Ds that would give too much volume, we opted for some singles inbetween and that's the result:

She was not happy with the pictures but I think they are fine.

I personally like this design a lot with just some configurations.

We did only in the middle the spikes long and since the other singles were almost the same length they kind of go under at the corners.

So next time make them all long and keep the singles inbetween short.

I kinda wish there was thicker volume at the spikes but idk why that is not possible.

I told her to do it like that but she...didn't?

But I believe I just don't see it properly because I also couldn't quite see some of the feathers and spikes on the last design lmao.

I love wearing lashes like this so much...it feels so light-weight, my makeup is done in like 5 minutes now lmao and I still feel "done", if that makes sense to you?

I should have done this way earlier, but I guess the money part was the issue again.

I also wrecked my nail clipper...can you believe?

Nail clipper vs. nail.

AND THE NAIL WON WHAT THE HECK.

I need to order a new one now, I also saw my solid glue turns empty so maybe I just order from the same shop and might order some gel polishes (instead of colorgel) to try out.

I got a new idea..of course.

I currently sleep in my "couch"/daybed and thought maybeee...if I don't use my bedroom as a bedroom anyway, I can just turn it into a studio?

Like, the only two reasons why I didn't wanna work on clients was because I had to replace my stuff and renting a studio is too expensive/I didn't have space in my apartment.

With this, it's doable.

I have to close my wardrobe too though and A made the suggestion to just put a curtain there.

I swear, sometimes he is a genius.

Men are simple creatures, and simplicity is exactly what you need in this kinda situations haha.

Ordering doors etc. for this closet would have been 800€+ again.

A CURTAIN GUYS...

So obviously replacing the products and all that will still be too much for me to handle financially but I will do it bit by bit.

I just sorted the drawers under my bed and will put my bed in my garage tomorrow.

I will also rearrange my desk, which is desperately needed since months :)))))

I am really hyped about this tbh haha.

I need this energy going T.T

my friend visited me last week and we played monopoly.

As you might be able to tell from the picture (all her cards are flipped) I made her go bankrupt lmao.

Just when she said "this round is going for me very well this time", I laughed and told her "We will see" and robbed all her money.

You really can't play monopoly with me haha.

Last month since I had courses, vacation AND I WAS SICK, my sales was going DOWN.

And yet I still was above some of my colleagues (what do they do all day like I don't understaaaaand).

The first months my sales were incredibly good and I am gonna be honest with you, it feels soo good to finally make some money.

I was fine with my budget before but it is a whole new feeling when you don't have to flip every coin you get.

I also have approximately half of the savings I planned full, which is great.

As soon I got that pot full, I am able to actually use the extra I am making right now (maybe also for my business).

I try not to spend too much in the business until I make some sales, because in my head it's unlogical to invest more than I make out of it...so gotta hit the brakes.

BUT also because next month I go to vacation in croatia with A, I don't wanna spend too much money now cuz I need it.

Here is my look from yesterday hehe:

I went to get breakfast with my friend (who used to work at our place) and my colleague.

I wasn't able to take a pic of my outfit  but it was pretty lazy with a comfy cashmere maxidress in black.

So there is not much to show beside the cross necklace lol.

And guess what, I don't wanna wear the wig anymore I made lmao.

I kept begging my mum to braid my hair and it has not worked out yet and I have been thinking of getting braids again, also because it will be so much easier when going on vacation.

The thought has occupied my head so much that now I am obsessed with Lynn with braids.

I am just thinking of what color to make and how many packs I need.

I unfortunately have no pics but I used to have braids approximately 3 years ago and it looked so damn good on me.

Only con was it was extremely heavy and I believe that was because I used too many packs.

I also didn't quite look up how to part correctly etc.

I took them down because it was itching really bad and apparently you can fix that with apple vinegar :/

So yea, I am willing to try again.

How about putting tinsel into the braids as well? lmao, like that sounds dope ngl haha.

Yaaa, so I try to blog more.

I feel like blogging makes me more hyper about my own life.

I just enjoy talking about the stuff I am passionate about.

Can't think of all the things I forgot now obviously, so yea will do more regularly again.

Hopefully.

xoxo rinmero

 

teachings of life

A group of monks spent decades in disciplined training, devoting their lives to a single purpose: to one day hear and understand a sacred teaching said to reveal profound truth. Only after forty or fifty years of preparation would a student be considered ready.

One day, a band of thieves stormed the monastery. They had heard rumors of this secret teaching and demanded to hear it immediately.

The head monk did not resist. He simply nodded and said, "Very well. Sit down and listen."

From morning until evening, he spoke. Calmly, patiently, he recited the teaching in full.

When he finished, the thieves were furious.

"That's it?" they shouted. "This is what people train their whole lives for? This is nothing!"

But as their anger rose, one by one, they began to collapse.

A young disciple, who had witnessed everything, turned to the master in shock. "Why are they falling?" he asked.

The master replied quietly, "They have heard the words, but they have not prepared themselves to receive them."

xoxo rinmero