I take it back haha

 

Right when I said I am getting lucky, the opposite happen.

The course of my stock crashed..heavy and now I am gasping...

It is the worst feeling to be in a drop and then you can't do nothing but wait and hope :)))))

and then my exte also did not quite work out..

They were so spotty!! I tried my best to catch everything...it is so damn difficult to dye exte.

I was hoping it is not visible when dry and luckily it is not that visible.

I put the exte in and I almost forgot how heavy this can get..

But the method itself is really good!

But I might have to do it a bit differently in the near future.

It feels just really bulky rn.

I wanted to try overnight curls with it to see if it will work..

because you can always straighten it but what do I do when my lovely curls don't work anymore?

The bangs also worked out finally.

This time my mum prepared dinner..

It looks so pretty..my mum is a lot better in doing simple salads lol

I also took off my nails now.

I never will use that other gel again!

I did not want to waste it but y'know what? Let's waste it haha.

A lot of gems just went missing but those that were still on STUCK like crazy.

I have cut myself so much,

I am not sure what design I will do tomorrow..I kinda had an idea but I am not fixed yet.

But it might be something more simple (in my terms) because I just get sick of having a bunch of whatever right in front of my eyes..

I will go shorter now as well..My stilettos are empty and I haven't used these ballerina ones in size M yet.

I also try not to worry too much about the whole stock/derivat kind of thing..

The whole topic is just incredibly intense and complex and I am just learning yet.

I am not a theoretical learner, I need to learn the hard way unfortunately :))

So best I can do is just do it.

I try to think that every loss is a step forward to success.