many words

 

I wanted to call this post "not many words" because I did not really know what to talk about and while writing started yapping again...so deleted the "not"..hahahahaha

Although my mood has gotten a bit better over the days, I am still stuck unproductive.

But well, almost I could say...

I research a lot here and there, so I am not completely...hobby-fixed rn?

I wish I would read more but here I am studying stocks and the terms and everything around it.

I bet April is gonna be my worst blogging month..puh.

I swear, as if it wanted to be a typical monday...that day was horrible to me tbh.

Everything that could go wrong, went wrong.

At first I was very well in the time but in the end I turned out to be late.

I wanted to wear one of my liz lisa shirts but the strap snapped (I was too hurried), and the strap is made out of a chain...I am not sure, if I want to spend the time fixing it but however...I was already running late and now I had to choose smth else to wear but I did not want to completely turn around the outfit and unfortunately I did not have many shirts that would suit this skirt (except the matching top from this set-up but it's too cold yet to wear it).

So I got my JD cardigan but needed to close it to cover up my ugly shirt I wore underneath..It was not my plan it could be seen.

This cardigan is a bit small on me...it's fine wearing open but not closed like that but I had no time left.

I felt very uncomfortable during day, even if I received many compliments.

I hurried to get out but repeatedly forgot stuff I needed to take with me, so I went back into my apartment a couple times. While I was just getting on the road I noticed I forgot my food, since I was practically still next to my apartment, I again turned around to get it.

I was too late that day.

cardigan...Jesus Diamante

necklace...Jesus Diamante

skirt...AliEx

shoes&socks...AliEx

In the evening I had a very heavy mood low and needed to talk with my friend so we chatted throughout the evening to cheer me up.

The next day luckily went a bit better.

For some reason the pictures turned out hella crisp and good?

Every each one was looking good, it was hard to decide now..since I pose the same all the time, they pretty much looked the same but each very well?.

everything...AliEx

except the cardigan...Takko

When I got home I received a parcel with my LED-lights I ordered off AliEx and the lashes I ordered.

yes, I said I disliked the bottom lashes but now I wear them almost daily so I bought again.

I wanted to try out another lash design again and was curious about these because of how they are turned, the same applies to the lower lashes..

I could not try them out yet but I definitely will!

I hope they make my eyes look super dolly.

I ordered some capsules online but unfortunately they did not offer milk capsules.

I for example don't like espresso that much but was astonished by the variety of different espresso flavours so I wanted to figure out if I could somehow make me like using espresso?

I asked ChatGPT and it mentioned to drink it like Flat White and it makes so much sense, I am almost mad I did not come up with the idea. So I was sad they did not offer milk capsules online on their shop but I looked it up and they apparently had them in Aldi?

I was not sure if ours have them because I live in a small town but went there in my lunch break and see there! A bunch of milk capsules right in front of my eyes.

They also had these two interesting other flavors that I got now!

white chocolate with raspberry and kakao cookie <3

It was my day off and I started it by taking a walk with my dog after breakfast and get right back to some "work".

I was getting all of the packaging from the kitchen out of my garage and stuff it into my car..I was surprised it fit all in!!!Woah..

We had dumpsters right in our village, so when looking at the time I thought It would be enough time before lunch when my dad was getting home.

I took my dog with me haha.

When I got there they were all full!!

So I drove to the next city, they had some at the train station but they closed it!

I did not know.

So I drove further to the other dumpsters I knew close to another grocery store and they were full again!!!!

I turned back home to get lunch and feed my dog and decided to go straight to the waste disposal site that's the other direction before driving from town to town like stupid.

The people there were very nice! The last time I was there, I was a small child and did not have to navigate myself...it was very confusing and I was very disoriented.

after I came back I looked up a lot about stocks.

I want to try a different strategy and I am glad I did.

I bought some derivates on the day before.

I haven't even noticed that Trump announced the tariff pause.

All my derivates went up!! They are currently going a bit down again but I am still in profit.

So finally something is working, eh?

Wish me luck.

I wanted to spend the day reading but could only finish a chapter now lmao.

I had an idea with the capsules..

I thought "what if I mix all three?".

white chocolate with raspberry, kakao cookie and some milk 2/2/1?

Damn, it was so delicious!!

Ahh today it was so beautiful and sunny.

I love how the current weather is <3

I decided to wear straight hair for today and tomorrow.

I went to the asian restaurant in the mall for lunch break with two of my colleagues.

I was surprised how damn quiet they both were.

I even had to ask if that's normal for them??

Like, maybe it's me but what's the point in going with someone else if you are not...talking?

If I want to have some silence during my lunch break I would go alone lol.

but mmkayy..

everything...AliEx

cardigan...EMP

I am not even joking when I keep writing AliEx...I used to have a really bad addiction for some time and a lot of my prettiest dresses are actually from it lol.

In the evening my package came with all the other capsules I ordered!

I ordered two types of espresso, cappuccino normal and with chocolate flavour, chocolatte white, choco latte, kaba kakao, caffee creme and cleaning capsules/water filter.

I even tried another drink now.

the espresso passionata are described with a hint of chocolate? so I wanted to know myself if my theory with mixing espresso in works.

I put in kakao cookie, espresso passionata and milk 2/1/1.

It's reaaallyy goood...I don't even have to add sugar to these drinks and normally I like my coffees sweet.

It's like drinking kakao with a hint of coffee...experiment worked haha.

It seems like my 42lolita order will arrive this saturday...my devilinspired order is still on it's way even if I ordered it first.

I am excited <3.

I am going to read my blog list now..I did not do this for a while and if there is some time left, will keep reading.