Tried a new meiku

 Hellow! I have holiday now <3

For today I planned not much besides relaxing and then in the morning I thought of trying the meiku I was trying to do the past few days but didn't bcuz I thought it might be too much for work.

I honestly love it haha

close up...used my spark lenses for this..

So the pics weren't good until for a short moment the sun went up and then some of the pics finally looked good haha

I have been watching lots of Chopas eyemeiku tutorials on YT and took some inspiration of it.

Might make a tut on this one as well for my blog <3

listened to my halloween playlist while taking pictures

The meiku in action haha

If you haven't added it to your spotify, here is the playlist again <3

Yesterday I wore my honeybun browns without liner or anything else...just glitter on the lid and tearbag and my lashes...it looked so different whaa...but also very dolly haha.

The other past days I did a pink version of my "koala" meiku that I did a tutorial on here.

Unfortunately I didn't take pics but might show some other day.

Guess what? I bought a new wig lol

I was thinking very hard about how to fix the mess on my head for the past weeks.

And although I had more or less a plan, I did not feel good about it at all.

I believe some of the hair in the back snapped more...

I wondered why suddenly it was so thick and if it was already that thick back in may but now I am sure it wasn't. There are most likely more hairs that have snapped since then.

But also on the back of my head, the top layer is pretty much dead.

The front looks very weird too because of the bangs I had cut and now grow out.

Pretty much the only thing making my hair look long and like...smth...is the middle front sections.

And I am afraid I will break them too if I continue.

I thought about using extensions but then I will have the problem with blending them again since my own hair is quite thick already.

I remembered how nice it was to wear wigs.

It was so low maintenance I swear to god.

The only reason why I did not continue was because I wasn't good in making 13x4 laces look neat on my head and when using blonde wigs...you need to make it neat.

With my black wig I didn't have issues blending it in, because I took some hair of my own on the sides.

My black wig had a 4x4 lace instead of 13x4 and 13x4 also looks very bad on my head, I would prefer 13x6.

Another reason was that my own hair got really thick, so it is impossible to wear a wig on my head if I do not braid it underneath. 

I tried looking for the blonde wig I made a couple years ago to check again if I could use it but couldnt find it (:

Another reason was that I want it to be secure but not too tight, I couldnt go swimming or need to be careful that nothing pulls on the wig that could snatch it off.

I watched a couple videos and think I found the solution to my problems.

Some women sew them down on their braided hair underneath!!

and they show how they do it on a 13x4 lace..

no glue, no gel and very secure.

And tbh, it took me a while until I made my black wig blend in too...thats just how experimenting works.

since my other blonde disappeared in nirvana I have to buy a new one.

I found one that seems like a steal:

-613 color (so I can tone it)

-13x6inch lace 

(I measured my head, the 6 inches will work a ton better than just 4)

-24 inch long

(mainly because I still have bundles of 613 left, if the hair is too thin I can add some rows)

-220% density

-HD lace

-Remy hair

all that fun for "only" 130€...I mean wigs like that would normally cost around 500€ or more.

That's a steal! but also nervous if it turns out to be cheap shit like the price would suggest.

I am not quite sure how I will tone the wig...I will probably use a pack of the hairdye I just got and put the wig in the bath.

I also ordered more silicone-tape, that had worked amazing last time and if I want to sew it down, I do not need to worry about it moving around too much.

And blonde thread, the black would probably peek out too much...didnt know blonde thread exists but I think that's awesome lmao.

So thats the news about my hair haha.

My mum offered me to braid my hair down.

I will see how long I can leave it on without itching and smell appearing.

Will keep you updated.

please pray for me because I have no other alternative and I really want it to remain blonde.

xoxo rinmero