Chaos

 Hellow!

Damn today was chaotic.

I am EXHAUSTED.

Look cute today tho

Wanted to do a nice hairstyle 💕

I was an outfit repeater (again).

Going to sleep now.

Lynn out.

Goodnight🤣

looking back

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Mel just commented on one of my old posts and it just shows why I kept them...the progress is amazing to look at.

Especially considering nail art!!

As a beginner lmao

Today.

Great reminder to keep going :D

But guess what...I also tried collecting the layouts over time.

This is how I actually started...HILARIOUS.

I gave it a lil glittery makeover...inspired by pink and a little bit ageha.

After that I had my hime phase (phase number one?). This was during halloween.

And then I had my ageha-kei/rokku-phase where I actually loved wearing agejo more than hime/himekaji.

I gave this one a makeover every now and then, for example I got tanner and went more towards kuro but I believe soon after I slowly detached from the community and from the style and went offline.

And when I reappeared I saved this design.

I wasn't quite sure what to do, because I kinda resurrected my blog from the dead and just re-did some parts of the layout so it wasn't coherent.

And then I wore more girly/lolita-inspired clothing and matched it a bit more but still kinda disliked it tbh.

And then I did my ageha-inspired reiwa-gyaru layout and honestly this was one of the best.

Again I changed it over time to halloween design or different background etc.

and when I stopped wearing gyaru again I changed some parts of the layout which weren't coherent in my opinion.

Now we are here.

I am in love with my current layout ngl.

For today I wanted to relax and read a book again maybe.

Later in the evening I might get visit over but it's not sure yet.

If you are interested in old posts from me...far down at the bottom where my feed is I have a widget called "random posts".

Sometimes it throws in some from the early days.

Feel free to use this feature <3

xoxo rinmero

calming down

 Hellow!

So I will slow down my press-on idea.

Work right now is so exhausting...there is so much to learn and practice it takes all my energy.

I need to try to calm down and use off-days actually off.

I cannot shut down my system right now.

this is not just a meme...this is visual representation of my mind.

work, custom nails, arts, trading, family, reading, movies, cooking, friends, fashion, beauty.

in repetition every single day...in that order. And much more.

maybe in a couple weeks I can slowly start making a design again...or just randomly if I want to.

I will not not do anything btw...it's just not a priority right now.

So yes I used the last 2 days relaxing before having to work tomorrow again.

Look at that cutie <3

I tried applying new lashes at the beginning of the week and I HATED THEM.

They were so incredibly hard and uncomfortable..WOW

ugly pic...but couldn't make a better picture.

So the style is...OK I guess...but like I said.

It hurt so much I couldn't properly fall asleep...the day after it was also so uncomfortable to wear.

I took them off as soon I was back home.

I reapplied the lashes I had before but added another lash to make it longer, since the last piece wouldn't be on the right spot.

They look and feel so much better!!!

The old set lasted me a full week <3

I bet if I would have these weird goggles for the night and wouldn't rub my face into the pillow it could last longer xD

but honestly I don't mind...it's not that serious.

I also love how much time I save in the mornings now.

It takes me like 15-30minutes to get ready IN TOTAL.

Before that it was 30 minutes just for makeup...which is technically fast for all the steps I used to do for my reiwa gyaru looks but for everyday it is such a relief to do less xD

my "couch"/bed already arrived!!!

the mattress got cancelled, so I had to order a new one but it seems like this one gets shipped pretty quickly as well..so I also ordered the bed stuff on top or else everything arrives and I cannot use it.

Actually I did not expect all this stuff to arrive so quickly...I haven't been able to sell my old couch yet.

I probably have to put the couch somewhere on the side until it gets sold.

There's more I wanted to post about but yea..I was really tired.

maybe the next few days.

When reading Mels blog I realised I haven't read a single book this year yet.

Gotta change that.

I ordered Starlink too.

I hate the internet connection here so damn much.

What was it? 30 day trial and if I am not happy I can send it back?

It's worth a shot because nothing else worked so far.

Especially when it's winter there are days where I am completely disconnected from the outer world.

I wanted to have a relaxed movie night...it took me 4 days now to finish because it wouldn't load properly.

Oh well...

xoxo rinmero

Todays memes

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I randomly decided to take this day to REST.

I felt almost sick yesterday and it was really exhausting at work, so I might wanted to give myself a break.

I have a few other things I wanna talk about but here are some memes I found on Pinterest today that had brighten up my day :D

This is literally my brain 24/7

Change it to boyfriend...

Upgrades, people, upgrades!!!🤣

I was DYINGGG

My colleague chronically uses TikTok and I still send it to him LMAO.

Well thats for today I guess.

Xoxo rinmero

Interior design

Hellow!!

I was browsing through Pinterest and saw like amazing interior designs.

Just so you know what I am into haha

Me and my colleague voted this one the best, vut then I told him in red it would be better to me.

So I let grok edit it and it looked awesome.

And then I wanted to change the ceiling.

And I wanted to add a chimney..

Et voilá!

Lynns version haha.

And then I wondered if it could give me a matching kitchen or dining room.

Needless to say it worked.

In an alternate universe where I can shit money, my interior probably looks something like this:

But then again..having the same interior in every room looks quite boring lmao.

I would have loved doing something tonight after work, like reading or painting but I have such a headache...Idk if it's just cuz I didn't drink enough or I am getting sick.

Xoxo rinmero

New neiru

 Hellow!

Yes, I couldn't do it.

I hated it without nails so freaking much.

Honestly, I thought at this point... I use hair toner, chemicals here and there, I even glue lashes on..AND I WAS WEARING GEL POLISH...so where do I draw the line?

I believe it's not bad wearing false nails but I definitely need to be more careful when doing prepping.

I haven't shown but in my last order (or the order before that) I received a special glue gel dissolvant..which I have seen a couple times in nail videos, where the girl had super healthy nails actually.

and honestly...I remember the same.

I used to have a specific gel dissolvant with which I removed the gel and the nails weren't so crazy broken then.

And of course going shorter will be less aggressive on the natural nails as well.

and the overgrown hypochonia thing was less terrible than expected...it took a couple days but it's fully back to normal. I will simply try to cut it down every now and then so it doesn't get overgrown again.

I asked my colleague what color to do and he suggested babyblue

(I will never ask him again..it's the opposite of my current color palette haha)

I wanted to do a chrome-kinda shadow on top and some glitter...it actually looks really pretty.

I probably will do almond shape again next time because I really don't like coffin when the nails are short xD

Also what's really funny is, I felt like I don't blog regularly anymore but actually I do..the month has just started and I only didn't blog on two days out of six??

Probably because I do a million things right now I don't blog about?

Well, I was thinking about posting about my current music taste, also about posting what clothes I currently put on my wishlist and I also wanted to scan again someday.

Maybe I can do the next couple days..

xoxo rinmero

new cup

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I used all day for cleaning my apartment..

I love when everything is clean and fresh <3

yesterday in lunch break I went to the mall with my colleague and tried looking for a gift for the kid from my friend where I am invited to the birthday this saturday.

I acidentally found a my melody cup where I found my hello kitty one from a couple months ago.

I can't remember exactly how it went but I think I was like "I want it but I can't buy much..."

I am not sure if I asked as a joke or he suggested it...honestly I have kinda a memory loss at this point because of the happy shock..

he was like "do you want me to buy it for you?" and I was like "would you?" and he said yea.

I had to ask 3 times because I didn't expect someone to buy me something.

and he did T.T

It's so damn cute <3333

Some people are too damn nice and generous.

I have been talking a lot with him about how I am currently trying to sell stuff and make more money to struggle less, and also mentioned how I try not buying too much stuff.

So it's super nice of him to help out.

I am so happy with my new cup :))

I also ordered the daybed now haha, chose a different mattress than I had planned now.

Now I need to sell my chair and couch.

I am so shocked but glad I looked up how much I paid for the chair.

I knew the couch was around 700€ but I thought the chair was cheap...I also paid ~450€ for it!!!!

I almost would have sold it too cheap.

I thought it was one of these chairs online for around 150€ or something I have seen.

Obviously I cannot ask for what I paid but still, it's just two years old and in a perfect condition.

Glad I looked it up O.O

xoxo rinmero

haul+2nd prototype+update

Hellow!

as promised here the result with the peach haha:

I am gonna be honest with you...that's exactly what I wanted it to turn out.

Not dying the hair, just toning it to look fresher while giving it a little more moisturization <3

It canceled out the yellow/greenish-tint it had..

The color looks so much better now, even without having to dye it.

Let's see when I need to refresh it.

I've also worked on a second prototype..

This time I worked on a nude design but for some reason I don't really like it.

Maybe I make another nude design.

I also tried wearing the lashes with the glue a bit longer..

It held 2 days but fell off again..

I was sick yesterday again and went home at lunchtime, so wanted to at least show you quickly.

I probably haven't mentioned anywhere but ordered another lash design to try out.

It is the manga kind of natural lash in the front and the last cluster on the outer corner has this wing-kind of style..at first I didn't really like it but with the lenses it is actually cute <3

My shein haul arrived with some of the package stuff and yes I ordered a few things for myself as well.

I desperately needed new slippers...my pink my melody ones are absolutely destroyed...I am actually embarassed for them xD

One my melody is missing and they are almost pitch black from all the dirt (no, cleaning didn't work)...they also broke at the sole at this point, so yea it was time.

I actually had trouble finding ones that I liked because I prefer the sole to be a bit bigger and I want it cuddly and warm inside..

either the design was ugly, or the sole was thin or the design was too cold.

These were kinda cute so I was like "f*ck it...let's get these now" xD

They are super comfy...a tiny bit small with my super thick socks but I bet they will get loose over time.

And here some of the nail stuff..

The short length is so damn short..I am crying.xD

But these will be the shapes I will offer.

nail stickers and glue.

The black cardboard will be the packaging because the plastic packaging would be too small for the long lengths..

And these will be the papers where I put the nails on.

A piece of fur for the background for product pictures...

Some more packaging if needed...

I hope you can see a kind of brand style here..

<3

Also the lash shampoo arrived..

I have been cleaning the lashes just with water which was fine but the brush I was using was just too damn big xD

just like the remover, the shampoo is with peach scent..I am curious how this will work out.

I especially need it in the morning when my lashes are all crusty..

The brush is sooo small...I might get one with a longer handle because where tf am I supposed to put this without carrying all the dirt..

doesn't matter if it's the cup for my toothbrush, my makeup brushes or my hair brushes...they are all too big for a tiny brush like that T.T

And new tights...I absolutely loved the brown ones..so I ordered the same in black and nude now as well.

They always ship 3 pairs for the order, approx. 9€ each package.

Normally you could get it cheaper but because of the rest of my order it didn't take many coupons.

I glued another pair of lashes on but now I tried the new technique I was thinking of.

Bond+permanent glue+sealer..

Right now it seems sturdy but I tell you...it was such a hassle xD

Will keep you updated..

Even if it holds just a week or smth...that's more than enough.

xoxo rinmero