demolished hands T.T

 

The past few evenings I was emotionally exhausted idk what happened.

I came back from work and did not want to do anyyything.

Doesn't necessarily mean that I was sad, quite the opposite, I had happy days.

I just had no energy for hobbies I guess.

boring fit haha...I just did not have any time for experiments.

There was a mentor at the house for the last two days and I did not want to come late then.

I really like the color with curls!!

I went to dm in my lunchbreak and got a few things I needed.

I was looking for the tights I got lately because now I think I know which ones I like but they did not have it in a proper color here.

This is the color I got now..

I got 3 boxes now but I think I might need more because of my exte.

I am sure I will need two for my own head and idk about my exte tho..

I just felt weird taking...like 5 boxes or so, so I only got 3 for now.

I might prepare the exte with the color before the actual hairdying day but more to that later.

my contact solution starts to run empty so I stocked up.

To get rid of the peachy pigments I now got some vitamin c.

That's even better than the capsules that they usually offer.

I remember I could get the worst kind of dyes out of my head with this so for the next couple times I will try getting the color out because of the spots.

(the spots are not visible on annnyy pics...but they r really bad)

Luckily the peach color does wash out quite quickly.

I saw this lipgloss and the glitter pigments were INSANE and it was sealed!!

So i took it with me now but I have not tried it before the next evening

Also I remember saying I need to stop spending money but they were talking about piercings in the discord server and I have been thinking about getting new ones since a while now.

and of course whileee I am at it, I was looking through some online shops and found a place that offered the same kind but in sale.

I currently have a 14k gold in silver in my nose that is like a super tiny one and a titanium belly button piercing with a heart.

I used to have a sterling piercing and my body hated the material so much!

I wanted to try gold for a piercing but it is quite expensive so I went for gold for the nose because it is cheaper and titanium for the bellybutton.

The gold stud is really nice but I am getting sick of having a small one like that and want to go for something more...exciting.

Titanium for the belly button is ookeyyy but the gold convinced me more.

I wanted to get gold piercings this time but with silver stones so I can wear any jewelry.

In general I want to get more "qualitative" jewelry..like I have for example earring...holes but I don't wear earrings. Again my body hates materials like sterling or fashion jewelry out of cheap materials when it is going through my body. Necklaces or bracelets are ok though.

As a kid I used to have some gold earrings that I wore all the time and I want to go back to that.

To pick some cute studs or something that I will keep in.

I also like to get some more piercings...like 2-3 more on my lobes and maybe a tragus?

But again...super expensive...need to save money haha.

I went with a more reddish than peachy lip tone and I think it suited the look very well!

While looking through one of my closets I found these boots that I had bought like 3-4 years ago and never wore!! So I wanted to create an outfit with them.

To warm up the outfit I added the cream cardigan but the day was SO WARM I had to take it off.

We had almost 15 degrees!

Before taking off my makeup I desperately wanted to try the lipgloss and when I tell you the glitter pigments are insane!!!!!

But it is way less purple than in the bottle, you actually get barely any color...just glitter lol.

Even after taking it off it is quite hard to get rid off the glitter.

So I tried putting a purple/pinkish shade on my lips first before adding the gloss and after that it looked soooooo pretty!

I forgot which shade I used for it tho...sorry.

It was definitely from Etude one of the fixing tints, I think it was rose blending..

I opened some to pick the right shade for the glitter so I can't remember now.

Today was exhausting!!

I woke up and ate breakfast first and then the people came to pick up my kitchen that my dad took out of my apartment a few days ago.

So now I could take off the tiles!

Before...

Taking the tiles off was so much fun actually haha.

There used to be a door inbetween my kitchen wall!!

It was almost impossible getting them off at that part because it had barely a wall behind, it was more like paper.

So my dad advised me to break them with a hammer to get them off but not care too much about breaking the "wall" behind, he would have to cut it out and close it again anyway.

That was so liberating just smashing the tiles for this bit hahaha.

I should have worn gloves though..at the end of the day my hands had tons of like blisters and cuts.

I think some dirt got into one of the wounds because my left hand got really red like this now:

My mum got some stuff in her medical cabinet that we will put on for overnight and then we will see how it develops.

After taking off the tiles my dad advised me to break off some more of the plaster (?) or whatever it is called that the tiles are attached with to the wall.

He said it is better to have a little more off the wall and then fill it to make it even, than trying to even it out and having a bunch of bumps then.

This shit just didn't want to get off...it took me like 3 hours when I gave up.

I got most of it off I think but I told my dad I can't get off more..

I think he has to try himself again a bit.

after

The hole inbetween is just too funny to me idk why.

I definitely had to get a shower after that.

I even had all the dust in my hair!

Now I feel so clean again  haa..

I also received two packages today <3

This was a set up of two dresses that can be combined with each other.

My body is just so tired that I did not want to get back and try it on..

Maybe tomorrow.

I also finally received my gels that I ordered a month ago and tadaa..

ITS THE WRONG ONES!

I have noooo idea why I ordered these.

Was I tired while ordering or smth?

It even says "NONSTICK gel"..but I needed the solid that sticks T.T

I have still an unopen jar in my drawer and *just* opened one so it will be enough I think but I need to order asap now or I run out.

Oh and before I forget to say it.

I actually planned dying my hair the blonde color I got next week but now reconsidered.

Technically it will be the 2nd week then after bleaching my roots, two more and then it gets time to rebleach the roots...and it makes no sense to put a hairdye on it then when I have to bleach the roots?

So I decided to just leave them now...get rid of as much peach as possible to have a clean base and then in aprox. 4 weeks or smth bleach only the roots and put on the color.

I am going to read my blogs now, I couldn't do that for a while now and then maybe order at LMC again.

My shampoo and my face gel run out and the time is not enough to get it from YesStyle and LMC is from Germany so it will arrive in a couple days.

Then...I guess I will just chill and relax.