greetings from teenage lynn

 yo!

I am in full creative mood..

I want a full makeover again HAHA...

so basically I am having BIG nostalgia for my teenage years...

you know, the 2012-2015 weheartit/tumblr-stage kind of inspo...

So here is a lil checklist.

I just ordered a new developer (I still have bleach laying around somewhere) and two colors..

I will give my roots a touch-up and try the next few days to get rid of red pigments as much as possible to avoid having to lighten them as well..

I am planning to go back to a light blonde color..I loved that sm.

I wanted to go back to dark originally because it is so damn damaging but I figured I will just go with a lower developer this time.

I knew my developer was a bit much (40 vol)  but I took it too easy..

Let's see how that goes.. For the color I aim to mix a 9.1 ash blonde with a 9.3 gold blonde in a ratio of 2:1 to give it an almost platinum color but with some warmth left.

Here I ordered a "professional" hairdye to get better control of the results, since the box colors are just so damn random...even with orientation with the numbers, they most likely always add too much warm pigments to avoid people getting green/blue hairs lmao.

This is the closest inspo pic I could find randomly right now..

It probably will be a pinch darker and I want some more warmth in it..

but it's the closest now to show, all the other pics were too dark or too platinum..

I will cut my hair a bit as well..currently the back is short bcuz of my hair that snapped some months ago...that was actually a chunk of hair that I lost, holla... Now after it grew out it really shows how thick my hair can be lmao

and the front is blunt as well because of the "bangs" I wanted..

I might add some more layers to it, to make it look more intentional and give it a shape and give my chunk back also some thinner ends..right now it looks so blunt lmao.

For the style inspoo, I want to get more basic pieces in natural colors but with a sexy/fortunate cut..so I can accessorize and "glam" it up more.

That means a lot of black, beige, white and maybe grey as well.

If...if I will buy colors in the next few months, I think of bold (either neon or deep colors like burgundy, emerald green, navy etc.).

A bunch of gold acce of course..can you remember the bracelets combo everyone loved?

like this! Also more spikes....eventually - I still have to dress for work.

I still have some bracelets floating around somewhere.

I used to love it sm when I was younger..

For the meiku I want to keep my current eyestyle with the heavy glitter tearbag and DIY upper lashes..instead of no lower lash at all, I want to find some I like to put in the front, because my own are a bit thin to actually show up...the droop will be just eyeliner for now.

See? 

Nails will be kinda the same like now but focusing on old techniques from time to time (like molding acrylic petals..loved that sm). I also like to go back to stiletto... ballet/coffin shape is nice too but just for a lil change inbetween.

I will give self-tanner on a more disclipined routine a shot and I have an idea to "fix" the problem with the tanner being uncomfortable and smelly but we will see...

I like to have some slight tan...like a mix to end up between kuro and shiro hahaha..

I am going to be both lmao.

Also I am hella back into my ageha vibes <3

I try to get inspo from there and take it into my shopping.

That way I will be kinda a reiwa-gal you could say, but with y2k inspo peeking through.

I made an inspo-wall a couple days ago, I think it catches my current vibe pretty well?

I used to love heels like in the picture so much but I doubt it will be for daily wear.

I am going to get some basics first that I really need and then I can still opt for getting a pair like these.

I actually ordered from shein now haha.

I put some clothes in my wishlist but at some point I got the same clothes over and over again while scrolling and there is not much variety, idk..then I looked for jewelry (ageha inspo here) and found a bunch for around 1€ each or smth...but when I looked for nail stuff...woah, it is sooo much cheaper than on aliexpress wth.

I didn't wanna spend more than like 50€ approx. since I am saving rn..

But I decided now to give it a lil bit more room and get a haul with everything I currently need.

So the haul consists of:

-nail gems and line brushes (mine r wrecked)

-new tips...got the 3XL (!) stiletto ones now

-a new phone case with a charm as well

-some bracelets/necklace

-tights 3x (I desperately need some..all I have are super pale ones and they do not match my skin tone at all....all the others already broke or are constantly in the laundry)

-3 black dresses (a midilength, maxi and one with cheetahs on..)

-one pair of boots in brown with a small heel

-a new glitter for the tearbag bcuz I was curious

I desperately need boots, so looking to add boots with the next order as well but opted for these now to have a more flat variant...my flat boots are both broken (but still don't let water in lmaoo) so needed smth in ankle height...picked brown ones bcuz I think they can be matched well with my other dresses..most are midi/maxi-length. I already have black ankle boots, it's with a heel but nonetheless.

However, I want to get more shorter dresses/skirts and then code it with knee high boots. I have only one pair like this and they are very rough and not very elegant.

Well, that's it so far I guess haha.

The package will arrive in the middle of the next week it seems..going to show you everything <3

xoxo rinmero