mentally preparing for bleach

 Hellow!

So the thing with the cat didn't work out.

They were both on my bed last night, dog in one corner, cat in the other.

They were STARING at each other...my dog has never been so awake and cautious.

It was like they were waiting who is to attack first.

I was like hold up hold up hold up...that doesn't work.

I put the cat back to my brothers apartment and although I felt bad for pushing him away, I checked 15-20 minutes later and saw that he was a lot calmer and comfortable.

However it did have one pro that I had him with me:

He currently has this issues that he is doing his business in the apartment and I was able to watch him for a day and see what he does.

He repeatedly went to his toilet but not inside, figuring the roof must be the problem.

I left it away now and he doesn't seem to have any problem anymore, he uses his toilet normally now.

Going to further watch this behaviour the next few days.

So, technically I can bleach and dye my hair today but for some reason I am super anxious?

I never feel like that..normally I am super hyper to immediately try things out with the "no risk no fun" attitude but now I am nervous..

Maybe it's the 20vol.? 

I am going to put the developer on my roots first, after I am done I will do the "second" root where just dye was and when I am almost done I check how much the roots lifted...maybe I will apply it into the lengths? but technically I don't need to after my vitamin c mask.

It's probably paranoia it won't be light enough idk..

Ok but at some point I HAVE to start...and now is a good moment I think.

xoxo rinmero