some overdue yapping

Heyaaa,

yes I am alive and well (almost I guess).

There are some things that have happened.

Me and A are back to friends since dating didn't work out with us, I vomit at work and was sick, when being well again I was so tired, almost comatose you could say.

And work, and schoolings, meeting friends,...damn now that I think of it a lot of things happened, no wonder I was exhausted.

I felt a lil guilty not continuing working on my nail business.

I kept doing "small" stuff from now and then, like preparing some boxes, looking for new deco etc.

just to keep things going at least a little bit.

But yea, now thinking of how much happened, of course I was low on energy.

I also got cold feet a bit you could say but while on some course for work, I got back some energy.

There was this saying of calling a client because "They already didn't buy yet, so you don't have nothing to lose" and that is like so real.

Like honestly, what am I scared of? I can't lose more than not selling like right now I don't?

Also now that some time has passed, I look back at my designs and I am still super proud of the result.

Even more tbh...I think they turned out great.

but here is some other things to yap about.

So my lashes fell out super quick but it looks like that is because my lashes (like any other part on my body) GROW TOO DAMN FAST.

My SIL had to remove many after just 2 weeks because they had grown out so much.

So seems like I am the candidate for the two week appointment schedule :/

I didn't like the feathers, so we left it away this time and instead of having too many 2Ds that would give too much volume, we opted for some singles inbetween and that's the result:

She was not happy with the pictures but I think they are fine.

I personally like this design a lot with just some configurations.

We did only in the middle the spikes long and since the other singles were almost the same length they kind of go under at the corners.

So next time make them all long and keep the singles inbetween short.

I kinda wish there was thicker volume at the spikes but idk why that is not possible.

I told her to do it like that but she...didn't?

But I believe I just don't see it properly because I also couldn't quite see some of the feathers and spikes on the last design lmao.

I love wearing lashes like this so much...it feels so light-weight, my makeup is done in like 5 minutes now lmao and I still feel "done", if that makes sense to you?

I should have done this way earlier, but I guess the money part was the issue again.

I also wrecked my nail clipper...can you believe?

Nail clipper vs. nail.

AND THE NAIL WON WHAT THE HECK.

I need to order a new one now, I also saw my solid glue turns empty so maybe I just order from the same shop and might order some gel polishes (instead of colorgel) to try out.

I got a new idea..of course.

I currently sleep in my "couch"/daybed and thought maybeee...if I don't use my bedroom as a bedroom anyway, I can just turn it into a studio?

Like, the only two reasons why I didn't wanna work on clients was because I had to replace my stuff and renting a studio is too expensive/I didn't have space in my apartment.

With this, it's doable.

I have to close my wardrobe too though and A made the suggestion to just put a curtain there.

I swear, sometimes he is a genius.

Men are simple creatures, and simplicity is exactly what you need in this kinda situations haha.

Ordering doors etc. for this closet would have been 800€+ again.

A CURTAIN GUYS...

So obviously replacing the products and all that will still be too much for me to handle financially but I will do it bit by bit.

I just sorted the drawers under my bed and will put my bed in my garage tomorrow.

I will also rearrange my desk, which is desperately needed since months :)))))

I am really hyped about this tbh haha.

I need this energy going T.T

my friend visited me last week and we played monopoly.

As you might be able to tell from the picture (all her cards are flipped) I made her go bankrupt lmao.

Just when she said "this round is going for me very well this time", I laughed and told her "We will see" and robbed all her money.

You really can't play monopoly with me haha.

Last month since I had courses, vacation AND I WAS SICK, my sales was going DOWN.

And yet I still was above some of my colleagues (what do they do all day like I don't understaaaaand).

The first months my sales were incredibly good and I am gonna be honest with you, it feels soo good to finally make some money.

I was fine with my budget before but it is a whole new feeling when you don't have to flip every coin you get.

I also have approximately half of the savings I planned full, which is great.

As soon I got that pot full, I am able to actually use the extra I am making right now (maybe also for my business).

I try not to spend too much in the business until I make some sales, because in my head it's unlogical to invest more than I make out of it...so gotta hit the brakes.

BUT also because next month I go to vacation in croatia with A, I don't wanna spend too much money now cuz I need it.

Here is my look from yesterday hehe:

I went to get breakfast with my friend (who used to work at our place) and my colleague.

I wasn't able to take a pic of my outfit  but it was pretty lazy with a comfy cashmere maxidress in black.

So there is not much to show beside the cross necklace lol.

And guess what, I don't wanna wear the wig anymore I made lmao.

I kept begging my mum to braid my hair and it has not worked out yet and I have been thinking of getting braids again, also because it will be so much easier when going on vacation.

The thought has occupied my head so much that now I am obsessed with Lynn with braids.

I am just thinking of what color to make and how many packs I need.

I unfortunately have no pics but I used to have braids approximately 3 years ago and it looked so damn good on me.

Only con was it was extremely heavy and I believe that was because I used too many packs.

I also didn't quite look up how to part correctly etc.

I took them down because it was itching really bad and apparently you can fix that with apple vinegar :/

So yea, I am willing to try again.

How about putting tinsel into the braids as well? lmao, like that sounds dope ngl haha.

Yaaa, so I try to blog more.

I feel like blogging makes me more hyper about my own life.

I just enjoy talking about the stuff I am passionate about.

Can't think of all the things I forgot now obviously, so yea will do more regularly again.

Hopefully.

xoxo rinmero